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You made me

I've lost myself in the midst of trying to be
Someone else I'm not made to be

I'd search around for people's approval
And ended up being a piece of everyone
But me.

Now I see Your fingerprints on me
The accuracy of how You've woven me
You've made me
Different and unique
What You've made is just me.

I'll never need to feel worthless
Because I'm priceless.

weiwei-faith 2008
(based on true heartfelt convictions)

Who then is me?
My dear God is not done with me yet, I'm a WIP :D

POW-nomore

These few weeks of sermon/leaders' meeting have really been filling me up like a humongous charsiewbao. Every week, I would get fed/filled, and when I go back during the weekdays, I won't go hungry, because the charsiewbao is so huge that its enough for me to go through the week, still eating that charsiewbao. Heh.

I guess the difference compared to the past is that I'm muchmuch hungrier now for His presence, His voice, His accompany. This morning I had to wake up at 545am to fetch my older brother to amoy quee camp (AMK), and giving the fact that I slept at 2am, I was abit grouchy and I complained in my room. Then God spoke to me. "You'll not be alone." So I went to sleep and woke up this morning, fresh.

On the way to amoy quee, with my brother fast asleep beside me, I finally understood why God said what He said. I'm really not alone. God is with me, sitting with me and for the 20mins back home, I experienced His presence.

O Lord when I think of all You've done, my heart sings of Your love...

Came back, spent time with God! And this is what He said:

Lord, you alone are my inheritance, my cup of blessing.
You guard all that is mine.
The land you have given me is a pleasant land.
What a wonderful inheritance!
I will bless the Lord who guides me;
even at night my heart instructs me.
I know the Lord is always with me.
I will not be shaken, for he is right beside me.

My inheritance is God, and IknowI knowIknow He loves me!
This week, I want to be powerful, not powerless in my prayers and in my precious time spent with everyone who comes my way.

winnie so pretty!

Dear winnie, take good care of your leg ok! :D i love you!

Faithly confidence **edited**

"My confidence comes not from man, but from God."

We all say this, but most of the time, our actions show that our confidence comes from man instead of the One above.
I just had a wonderful taste of a drop in confidence, especially when its after a strong conviction from God. So I say, satan is very hardworking.
Yesterday, my confidence was tested through something, and inside me, came manymanymany thoughts, good, bad, wise, unwise etc. I didn't really know how to respond, so I went off to be alone, just me and God.

On my way back, a friend encouraged me and prayed for me. Thank you! :) But what was inside me was not an immature argument over how wrong the I think the statement was; I was actually thinking. Thinking hard on who I really am. And so I looked from the perspective of man, then God, and I realised I am who I am because He made me to be who I am. I don't have to feel less important just because it seems favorable to give in to self-pity and condemnation-dwelling, I don't have to feel insulted, disappointed, or even upset at all. I just need to bother about how He thinks.

We often talk about wanting God's approval more than man's, but what we practice in reality is not what we proclaim. Though God remains in the reason for approval, but the moment man shows dissatisfaction, we panic, and try to change the way they look at us, which led me to think, 'what about Him then?'

Gosh.

I don't want to be addicted to approval.

HAHAHAHAHHAHA

SB!

nice!

There's a time for everything.