Second Best

I know my Daddy always give me the best; so why do I want to settle for second best?

Thought for a long time, parents, leaders gave me silent confirmation that I really don't have to be like this - its jus not worth it; its been a couple of years, energy, focus are all dragged down together with this.

Though they are non Christians, they are still God assigned to be my parents, and sometimes the things they say make sense. What's more, my leaders also agree with my parents.

I'm not trying to find reasons to back up my decision. I just want to be logical. And I think I did.

So, ahead with my decision. Aid me Holy Spirit.