How can

How can anyone know God and deny Him again?
How can anyone see how God work and refuse to acknowledge it?
How can anyone, knowing HE is the Truth, yet drift away to the world that can offer you nothing but destruction?

How can anyone?
Can't you see that you can't control your life at all?
There is no need to mess up your own life deliberately like this.
What is it for? A moment of excitement?
Why can't you just fall on your knees and come back to God?

It pains me so.